The foolish lover - V

You are the ray of light
in the array of darkness in my life
You are the reason I fight
And smilingly face every strife

You are my only inspiration
And the source for my positive vibration
Hope is one thing i find in you
And every day now i find brand new

You make me wanna be better
Now,never comes to my mind,the thought of being a quitter
You are my ray of light
You are the reason i fight

Never thought i would love someone so much
And have intense feelings as such
But now that i do
I'm so glad its you

The foolish lover - IV

My days without you,so empty
As listless as life in a lifeless city
This feeling of you not being here
And you were right,this really isnt fair

Wish i could look into ur eyes once again
I'll be there to protect you from any pain
Wish i could hold u in my arms one more time
I'm sorry if thinking so much about you is a crime

I wish i could say exactly what i feel in words
The thought of not being with you is like my heart being sliced by swords
This feeling of you not being here
And you were right,this really isnt fair

I pray to God our love lasts forever
Give me a cure,i suffer from ur fever
Wish i could hold u in my arms one more time
I'm sorry if thinking so much about you is a crime

The foolish lover - III

Sent from the heavens by the lord,
You,from the day we met we struck a chord,
Our love,this feeling we share so true
I'll love you till the sky is blue

When i hold you in my arms
and run my fingers down your skin
Struck am i from day one by your charms
Us together from then,16 months now its been

Kept away from you by fate
I wait for you,please dont be late
This time spent away from you
Your memories linger on making me blue

This love,you and me share..
Believe me love
without you another second i couldn't bear
without your love...

If you were ever to leave me
In solitude,myself,I'd drown
From this world i'd yearn to flee
And at life itself I'd frown :)
Our love,this feeling we share so true
I'll love you till the sky is blue

I'm sorry for those two times
Those two times i let you go
If it was my will,for you I'd commit a million crimes
And suffer any pain till my blood will flow

I'll be your shoulder when we're old
You'll be still priceless to me then as gold
This life we'll share
with loads of love and care
Our love,this feeling we share so true
I'll love you till the sky is blue

The foolish lover - II

I love it when you make me smile
My love for you flows like the river nile
I love it when you make me laugh
And no amount of Love for you is enough..

I love it when you make me blush
Ur every word makes my blood rush
I love it when you make me sing
Baby,you make my heart bell ring

I cant thank you enough for loving me so much
And showering me with deep affections such
Every moment spent with you is utter bliss
My love,I really dont know if i deserve this

Everything around me reminds me of you
Saying it from the bottom of my heart,yeah baby its true
I miss you all the time,Honey all the time
Plzz forgive me if loving you so much is such a crime

The first one..

When I wake up in the morning
I look out at the sky
and then I wait for u to call
for me to say hi

the day starts anew
when i think of u
and of how it's gonna be,with u besides me
every moment i spend with you is filled with unsurmountable glee

I take a look around,look at the world and hear the sounds
Dont know if you know it but my love for u holds no bounds
When you arent with me,time passes so slow
When i hear your voice i feel my heart glow

Never imagined i would be so proud to call someone my lil sis
but now that you are,saying that is utter bliss
From the time i've known you,dont why but i found you cute
And the pain of separation from you is always immensely acute

I'm not much of a poet as you'd know
And never have i written anything for anyone
But something about you makes my heart glow
Yes you are the one i love,the only one

How i wish for you to be here now
But i promise you sis I'll be there no matter what
To catch and wipe your tears if they ever fall
I always wanted a sis like you and what a gift from God,i got!

Every night before i sleep
I read your messages on my phone
Only we know,how our love,like an ocean,is deep
You'll always be in my heart no matter how far you've gone

The foolish lover

Love's a strong word you said
And asked if i was as sure as you about this mode we made
Maybe you should cut apart my heart one day
And you'd see its ur name,just ur name which is there to stay :)

All those dreams we have seen
Baby you only you are my perfect love story scene :)
I cant even imagine a moment without you
Its like picturing the sky not being blue

When god comes to take me away
I'd beg him to grant me with you,another day
Neither in Heaven nor Hell without i wont stay
Though another day with you would give me more happiness than 1000 heavens may

Ur name is the one i inhale in every breath
Yeah baby i love you,i love you to death
Coz the day in my love you stop believing
Is the day on this earth i stop living

Honey you are the only one who can make me write
If ever anythings wrong,I'd anything to make it right
Ur name is the one i inhale in every breath
Yeah baby i love you,i love you to death

I am sorry

I am sorry Dad
Sorry if i ever made you sad
I alwaystried my best to make you proud
But could'nt ur sky of this dark despair cloud

I'm sorry for falling short on ur expectations
Maybe you never understood my aspirations
Miss the times you used to spend with me
Now it seems you are hardly ever free

All the football games we used to play when i was younger
Are etched in my mind but all this now seems a blunder
I know i havent grown up like you wanted me to
But were you here more often when i grew up,is that true ?

The way you disapprove of what i want to do
It hurts,hurts like a bolt from the blue
Nothings perfect and neither am I
But i hope someday i can make you smile rather than making you sigh

The wind

Our love is like the wind
I wish I could live my life again,in rewind
Just so i could again live those cheerful moments with you
Its like a dream too good to come true

Wish i could relive that first rain
Dont know why but when i think of it,i'm relieved of every pain
The way we were fretting over our hair getting wet
The way it downpoured when we first met

All those tears you shed for me while leaving
Are as precious to me as any gift worth receiving
I wish i could get back those moments when we laughed together
And all those songs we played for each other

But i believe,i believe in our love,it'll never fail
And through this rocky weather we shall soundly sail
Our love is like the wind
I wish I could live my life again,in rewind

The Prostitute

Like every night.the red light burns
For her body,every soul entering yearns
At her beauty every visitor drools
The place illegally devoid of any rules

She knows this grave danger of a disease
But maybe this is the way she can earn with ease
Wonder I,sometimes if anyone there feels her pain
Everyone loaded with Benjamins,with pleasure in mind to gain

With no sense of emotion or feeling she opens her legs
She knows its wrong albeit she can earn more than someone who begs
Night after night the visitors change
A place so bright but in darkness does it range

At times i wonder what is hidden beneath all the fakeness
Unsurmountable must be her hurt knowing she is in such a mess
I wish i could free her all this
Take her far,far away,so her past she would never miss

Like every night,the red light burns
For her body,every soul entering yearns.

Wasted Life

Still remember rolling that first joint
Never imagined,then i would reach this no return point
I wish i knew i was in such strife
Never then would have i had to look back at such a wasted life

Rolling Marijuana,Hash,Cocaine
I felt i'd be oblivious to every pain
Putting on tapes of Floyd and Priest for company
Every night thus,i soothed my acrimony

Neglecting my loved ones my addiction for Mary jane continued
As my thinking became ridiculously lechorous and lewd
Irresistible was the feeling of getting high
I felt as though I,had wings and could fly

Lived my life too much on the extreme
Whisper these tears from this broken dream
I wish i knew i was in such strife
Never then would have i had to look back at such a wasted life

War

What do we gain from this war ?
Apart from bombing a city and lighting it up as a star
An old wise man once made a remark so witty
Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity

Havent we learned enough for the better ?
Or have we all forgotten the T(ruce) letter ?
In the news i see them bombing city after city
And this damn war seems to last for an eternity

As dave once sang,"Peace sells,but whos buying ?"
These words crop up in my mind as i see millions dying
Heard,when i was young,a pen is mightier than a sword
Well if it is why cant a war be stopped on our word ?

Momma let me rest in ur lap away from all this violence
And wake me up,wake me up only when there is silence
An old wise man once made a remark so witty
Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity

Suicide Bomber

They call me a suicide Bomber
My job,to kill as many as i can
Be it a prince or a pauper
Cause the ultimate destruction of man

They say im a terrorist owing to my religion
So is that the only criterion to judge people of this legion ?
You taught me Mechanics and Gravity
But did anyone of you teach me Humanity ?

They say my soul is as black as hell
When for thousands,tolls the bell
They brand me as a traitor cunt
But where were they when our homes were burnt ?

Now as i lay dying,I look back at this with regret
I know it was avoidable but i accept my sins and wont fret
You taught me Mechanics and Gravity
But did anyone of you teach me Humanity ?

Dedicated to the victims of the 7/11 train bombings

Its been a year since the tragedy
And we still havent cured the malady
Thousands still die
And tears still dont dry

Someone lost a mother
and someone a brother
others lost a father
And still why do we act like we dont bother ?

With teary eyes i hope their soul rests in peace
And i hope we dont act like there is no life-lease
If we say we have done enough we are lying
Peace sells,but are we buying ?

As Dave armed with a guitar once sang
And those words like a bell in my head rang
"Killing for religion
Is something i dont understand"

Story

A story from a broken home

With a pen of tears i pen down this peom

The anger hurts my ears

Wish we can look back and smile at this,post 20 years

This place now seems haunted

WIthout the feeling of being wanted

I wish i could get that feeling back

Feel so incomplete now with these things i lack

I wish things could be back as they were before

And only love,pure love,comes to the fore

The anger hurts my ears

Wish we can look back and smile at this,post 20 years

It hurts to see years of love fall apart

Seeing the ones you love depart

A story from a broken home

With a pen of tears,i pen down this poem

Sleepwalker

I wake up in the middle of the night
I know I'm diseased and this is just not right
My hands long for another victim
My face expressionless,palpably grim

My inner devil takes over me
Maybe killing is the only way i can set myself free
A spell is cast upon me
And i go on a killing spree

After taking my latest casualty
I look down upon the corpse with frailty
As my thrist for blood continues
When i wake up i wonder if some way i can pay my dues

No one is safe when i close my eyes
Like a phoenix from the fire,i rise
My inner devil takes over me
Maybe killing is the only way i can set myself free..