In the sands of time

The reunion/In the sands of time..


Years bygone seem like an abrasive dream
Flash do they in front of my eyes like a blur
Memories of old, flood my wavering mind
like daunting clouds approaching a docile horizon so kind..

As I look into your eyes..
after all these years
Do i still see me, I ask myself
But lost youth reflects back at me
youth lost in the sands of time..

The grains slip out of my hands
like early morning dew off a blade of grass

Unkept promises look me in the eye
with the anguish of an unborn offspring
Dreams unfulfilled stalk me
with the pain of leaves trampled by the unforgiving winter

I feel my throat cracking up
Words created but not delivered
like the love we found
shared only to lose

Your eyes swell up
I long to hold you again..
but I tremble with abject hesitation..
trepidation..

Will it be the same if I run my fingers along your tender skin
If I brush my lips against yours
If I hold you against my chest
Questions created but not delivered...

Woeful silence fills the space between us
Wistful glances exchanged

The mistakes come flooding back to haunt me
Like the roaring waves
Devouring everything.. laying waste..
desolating

The rancor of love left incomplete
of love lost
of love lost..eternally in the sands of time..

The escapades of the vagabond

Feel this urge within me
Deep like the gorges beneath
to scale the highest peaks
where the holy souls still reside
Feel my soul purged
My every inhibition and misgiving submerged

Feel this desire within me
to walk the endless of all roads
to explore the majestic of all citadels
to ascend the ladder of clouds to a heaven..
a heaven so close to earth yet so far...

Feel this need inside me
To touch the beams of sunlight impaling
the clouds in an azure sky
like rays of hope passing
the endless hordes of despair and misery, by.

I feel free to reach the horizon
where the sky and gleaming sea have a rendezvous
left my home behind but have I really?
Is it another illusion which appears true?

I can smell the freshness of the buds
innocent like that of a virgin bride..

The vagabond in me moves with knowledge..
My final stop will be the grave.. but these words
shall live on forever more!

The anguish of unfulfilled artistry

Winds of dissent rage through my mind
Coiled ideas, never do they unwind

Closing my eyes
I envision surrounds I cherish
Locales sheltered in the womb of nature
Pristine like a mother's tender touch

But this barrenness overcomes me
The seeds of doubt abundant..
They laugh at me with glee..

Stalked by this quagmire, not a way out in sight
Words trapped in the labyrinth of thoughts
As I falter and fumble to make these wrongs right..

Desolated, for this nightmare to end, I pine
Pangs of frustation, tedium run down my spine

Storms of dissent they rage through my mind
A debilitating storm, perennial..one of a kind..

Retribution beyond the grave

Retribution from the other world


Deathly Silence fills the night sky
Pierced it gets by someone's hallowed cry
Consigned to death by you my only one
Now I'll make you pay for the sins you've done

As I lie in solitude
In this lonely grave
Now its your blood and not you
that I crave..

How I've waited for this night to come
Laid to rot,my corpse,for retribution yearns
Breaking open this casket,a deathly rattle i hum
To attain vengeance,this fire in me burns

Shocked you are to see me,
you let out a scream
Gagging you,I grab you
even as you try to flee

My hands find a dagger
As fatality, my sole mission beckons
I stab you brutally
till you begin to stagger

With every stab of mine
You fall further into death's pit
My hands red with your incestous,unfaithful blood
The taste of retribution is indeed sweet

As your life enters the final round
I look straight into your eyes one final time
My soul vindicated,it finds peace with this crime
You were right,what goes around,does come around.

The foolish lover - III

Sent from the heavens by the lord,
You,from the day we met we struck a chord,
Our love,this feeling we share so true
I'll love you till the sky is blue

When i hold you in my arms
and run my fingers down your skin
Struck am i from day one by your charms
Us together from then,16 months now its been

Kept away from you by fate
I wait for you,please dont be late
This time spent away from you
Your memories linger on making me blue

This love,you and me share..
Believe me love
without you another second i couldn't bear
without your love...

If you were ever to leave me
In solitude,myself,I'd drown
From this world i'd yearn to flee
And at life itself I'd frown :)
Our love,this feeling we share so true
I'll love you till the sky is blue

I'm sorry for those two times
Those two times i let you go
If it was my will,for you I'd commit a million crimes
And suffer any pain till my blood will flow

I'll be your shoulder when we're old
You'll be still priceless to me then as gold
This life we'll share
with loads of love and care
Our love,this feeling we share so true
I'll love you till the sky is blue

The foolish lover - II

I love it when you make me smile
My love for you flows like the river nile
I love it when you make me laugh
And no amount of Love for you is enough..

I love it when you make me blush
Ur every word makes my blood rush
I love it when you make me sing
Baby,you make my heart bell ring

I cant thank you enough for loving me so much
And showering me with deep affections such
Every moment spent with you is utter bliss
My love,I really dont know if i deserve this

Everything around me reminds me of you
Saying it from the bottom of my heart,yeah baby its true
I miss you all the time,Honey all the time
Plzz forgive me if loving you so much is such a crime

Living on a prayer

What do you pray for?
I pray for restoration of my belief in love
I pray for the belief that love is not just a four letter word
and that it has an existence
I pray, above all for faith

I am not saint
I am replete with faults like any mortal
But I pray I can be the best I can
for those around me and above all for me..

I pray for my resurrection in trust
in a belief that every being is inherently good
I pray above all for faith...
What do you pray for...

I pray so I'm purged of every form of anger
from every feeling of resentment borne out of being dealt with unfairly
from every feeling of aversion towards any foe
What do you pray for?

I pray for peace of mind
to deal with the turmoil around (within?) me
But above all I pray for faith
Faith which is the essence of life itself
For Faith is a torment. It is like loving someone who is out there in the darkness but never appears, no matter how loudly you call...


The last line quoted from the movie 'Det sjunde inseglet' , one of my all time favourite movies :)